Ho dear!!

in the mean time keep getting your paycheck.. and test the waters for a new vocation elsewhere.. i know we don't like change in our work structure.. and we get complacent in our work...but some times we have to through caution to the wind and go in a different direction.. i do know about tough decisions have made a few in the past re jobs..

remember it's better to find work while your working, than it is when you have not.

sorry i ain't been much help to you... as our lines of work are in very different fields..